In english please

Sorry for my english and speak like Tarzan coming from the jungle.
What I know their language, what I learned at a cinema and in my DVD player, since I am a fan of movies. For me it is enough and sufficient with my original language which is full of rules of the Royal Academy of Language in Spain
I am surprised that an English learn Spanish. Taking into account that it is very difficult and that even for people born here is complicated to fully learn
I always wonder: how an American learns Spanish with so many verbs?
words that are written in the same way but have different meanings or
words and with so many synonyms. It is very complicated, even for a sudaca like me
I do not have low self-esteem, I do not have self-esteem.